Starting Over Talk

[i][size=4][/size]today was the hardestday and im sure itll get worse before it gets better.first ihave 2 rush my son 2 an e.r room in an ambulance de 2 a lacration in his head ad watch my baby get staples put in his head.then i know my boyfriend is frustated cuz of the car and lack of seep an i know he feels bad about my son. on top ofall this i swear my dreams since i was 9 will be shattred! i want 2 work in the medical field andget off welfare and finaly have an opportunity to fullfill this ream but the state will always want to hold us back and keep us down! they wont even assist in childcare so i can stay off their lowsy income im so sick of the state! and i sat there and walked most of the way to another city to take a cpat test and would be seriosly crushed if i cant do this. my baby as sweet as he is sggested i take a nite class but te hrsi had were perfect. everything seemed perfect te way it was the way i planned. i guess mostly im tired of being broke w/4kd their dad not doin nything and welfare wanting me to dependon them. they like holding people back

where are you from? a welfare system related question.