Starting Over Talk - Peer Coaching Support Site

ever since he died i've been angry at myself...beating myself up about everything that's gone wrong since that moment. ever since he died it felt like everything was falling apart..i felt he was dead because of me

and i'm opening my folder back up for counseling..i'm just really scared about getting back into and everything...i'm afraid that the person will tell my mom everything and i really dont want my mother to know anything about whats going on because i couldnt handle her having that knowledge of the things about me that make me into the not caring or anger word hurting b*tch!

grrrr i just cant stand life anymore..i honestly cant!