Starting Over Talk - Peer Coaching Support Site

I'm KPW.. It's my user name and my initials..and do I have to say it, but my birth year as well. I replied to your initial posts.

The only other thing I can add to what I've already said since you've added the info about your brother is, that you may really be in 'grief' mode.. and in need of grief counseling at this point.

I wish you the very best of luck..

You need to trust someone.. Allow yourself to feel, and to become vulnerable.. to a counselor.. You should be able to express all the feelings you are dealing with.. and then they can help you channel it in a way that will be constructive and not destructive.

I really do care.. even if I'm on the other side of the world.. How much more are people around you trying to show you they care and you may be shutting them out. Being angry at your situation isn't unusual and just part of the grief process.

I hope that at least is an encouragement to you..

Best of luck to you... and know that I am praying for you.