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I am requesting prayer for my family, me and my husband, but mostly my kids. As many of you know, I am a children's ministry director at an infant church. We are only 3 months old. The church is not established enough to pay me and so, as circumstances go, our financial situation has caused my husband to tell me I need to go back to work. This is a very hard decision for both of us because I have been a stay at home mom since my oldest was born. We believe that is what we, as a family, were called to do. It has been hard but I worked on Saturdays at my old church running the preschool so there was a little bit of money there.
Anyway, I started my new job yesterday. I got a job teaching preschool so my two youngest are at that school with me, not in my class, but with me. But neither one handled it well and my oldest son ran after me crying when I left the house because he thinks that Daddy doesn't know how to take him to school. And then, I got all depressed last night because I'm not going to have any alone time with the two little guys anymore.
And, on top of that, my husband is sad because he doesn't see me anymore in the morning and I won't be home most of the time on his day off. I think I nipped that in the bud yesterday...I told him he is the one who told me to get a job so he doesn't get to make me feel guilty about it.
Anyway, sorry so long. I just needed to vent I guess but my poor little family seems to be headed for disaster and I'd like to stop it before it gets to bad so I decided to get alot of prayer on it...
Thanks,
JediPrincess
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