Starting Over Talk - Peer Coaching Support Site

Oh my gosh, I am so glad to finally find a place where I might just get a chance to get into contact with Cassie! I am now watching the show as it goes, so I havent found out if she met her son or what he thought or anything but I have gotten to her crying in the garden about thinking he will hate her. I cry everytime she talks about the adoption and this isnt so good when I nanny a young baby, he gets upset when he sees my crying but anyway I am almost 17 years old and am adopted, so I am on the opposite side of cassie with the same problems though. I met my birth mother last year, she lives in a near by town and was deeply disapointed.. she acted like she wanted to know me (she kept my older sister jen) but is always plying mind games with me. The reason I met her before age 18 was because I was diagnosed with depression and was very suicidal and the therapists thought it had a lot to do with my birth mother issues. I have to say that she is hurting me even more then before I knew her. Now I dont know what eventually happened with cassie and her son but I really want to know cassie and maybe have the chance to experience such a lovig birthmother. I just want to hug her forever and finally feel that love that I long for with my birthmother. I just want to talk to cassie.. for me, to help me and to help her if she still needs it. Maybe since Cassie had the chance to start over.. she can help me start over.. I dont know I just would like to know how to get into touch with her or anything.. thanks everyone.