I love it when people blame *editing and production* for "making them look bad".
Noooooo.................that would be YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
SHEESH..........yes, I realize that the show can edit OUT good things you *may* have done...........BUTTTTTT (BIG but!!) they can NOT edit things IN!!!!!!!!!!!!
What............did they tie strings to your mouth and force you to use the words you did????? Or strings to your body and force you to choose the actions you did????
The only way this woman will ever grow up and be truly happy is to "own" her stuff and quit blaming.
Now................IF she truly is happy with her lifestyle and does not want to change...................FINE..............then DON'T go on a show like this or perpetual messageboarding and e-mailing to try to prove it. That only shows you are, indeed, UN-fulfilled and lost and grasping. And that is truly sad.
My anger and ridiculousness is even played out by now.....it truly is the saddest and most pathetic cry.